146
那段日子我并没有走出来,是它自己走过去的
I didn't come out of those days. It walked by itself.
147
不敢堕落 又努力不起来 大概是这样吧
I don't dare to fall and I can't try. That's about it, right
148
像禽兽般混沌地活着 还是清醒地死去 哪样更糟
Living in chaos like an animal or dying soberly? which is worse?
149
你要问我具体有什么烦恼 我真的不知道但就是无法开心起来 每天醒来情绪都是低落的伴随着深深的无力感 一天又一天 不断地重复着
You have to ask me what's bothering me. I really don't know, but I just can't be happy to wake up and wake up depressed every day, with a deep sense of powerlessness that repeats day after day.
150
人与人之间情断义绝,并不需要什么具体的理由。就算表面上有,也很可能只是心已经离开的结果,事后才编造出的借口而已。因为倘若心没有离开,当导致关系破裂的事态发生时,理应有人努力去挽救。如果没有,说明关系早已破裂
There is no need for any specific reason to judge between people. Even on the surface, it is likely that it is only the result that the heart has left, and it is only an excuse that has been made up afterwards. Because if the heart does not leave, when the state of affairs that leads to the breakdown of the relationship, someone should try to save it. If not, it means the relationship has already broken down.
151
失眠的人连做噩梦的权利都没有
Sleepless people don't even have nightmares.
152
耳机里的歌声是与世隔绝的温柔
The song in the headphones is the tenderness of isolation.
153
与世无争,但这世间疾苦还是不肯放过我
There is no dispute with the world, but the suffering of this world still won't let me go.
154
真正的绝望不是世界沦陷全球被淹没,而是当你快被淹死时,却看到周遭的人都能随心所欲地呼吸
True despair is not the fall of the world, but the drowning of the world, but when you are drowning, you see that everyone around you can breathe as you please.