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你没体会过委屈冲到喉咙还要硬生生咽下去的感觉 你凭什么说我不难过
You've never felt the feeling of being aggrieved down your throat and swallowing it. What makes you think I'm not sad?
137
我是一个被从小否定到大的人,你要我如何自信
I am a person who has been denied from an early age. How confident do you want me to be?
138
“你知道哭是解决不了问题的 ”“没有人哭是为了解决问题。”
"you know crying can't solve the problem."No one cries to solve the problem."
139
半夜里突如其来的丧,最孤独,最无助,也最要命
The sudden mourning in the middle of the night is the loneliest, the most helpless, and the most deadly.
140
我抓不住这世间的美好,只能装作万事顺遂的模样
I can't catch the beauty of the world. I can only pretend that everything is going well.
141
努力把日子填满,别来提醒我有多孤单
Try to fill up the days. Don't remind me how lonely I am.
142
没关系的,大家都会莫名其妙的不开心,走在路上突然会崩溃,但不妨碍我们吃吃喝喝,吹吹晚风,都会过去的
It doesn't matter, everyone will be inexplicably unhappy, walking on the road will suddenly collapse, but does not prevent us from eating, drinking, blowing the evening wind, will pass.
143
我不是没吃过苦只是我记性不好我都不想记得了 我也受到过欺骗和伤害但是我会自己释怀然后告诉自己不要成为那样的人
It's not that I haven't had a hard time. I just have a bad memory. I don't even want to remember that. I've been cheated and hurt, but I'll let it go and tell myself not to be like that.
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人在一无所有的时候,最清醒
When people have nothing, they wake up the most.
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如果你觉得太累了 就关灯睡一觉 不要太责怪自己 我知道你也是很努力才走到现在 你已经很棒了
If you feel too tired, turn off the lights and get some sleep. Don't blame yourself too much. I know you're working hard, too. Now you're great.