简介:Slowly, I began to fear humans. Physical contact with them made me feel nauseous and frightened. Like people with aphasia, I couldn't express a word of my sadness even if I was in despair.
I began to realize that living was more sad than dying, but what was more desperate was that my body instinctively wanted to live.
My soul is still weak for help
I turned my back on myself
慢慢的我开始恐惧人类,和他们肢体接触都让我感受到作呕与胆战心惊,我像患了失语症的人一样,哪怕心中再怎么绝望,口中也吐露不出一句我很悲伤。
我开始意识到活着是比死去更加悲伤的事情,但比这更绝望的是我的身体还本能的想要活着。
我的灵魂还在微弱的求救……
我背弃我自己