筱瑷（番外开头）

我病了，似乎要死去了。我最怕疼了，可现在我什么也不怕了，我终于解脱了。我这一生活的悲哀，没有遇到一个真正对我好的人，除了阿馥。我的血从手腕处流失殆尽。我躺在床上，慢慢地回想起这一生，我没有经历过美好的事，反之，我每天都活的痛苦，神，求你赐给我平静的心, 去接受我无法改变的事；赐给我勇气，去做我能改变的事；赐给我智慧，去分辨两者的不同。不为明天忧虑，享受每一个时刻，把苦难视为通望和平的必经之路。可惜，您没有赐给我任何美好的光阴。

God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change, the courage to do the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference. Don't worry about tomorrow, enjoy every moment, and see suffering as the only way to peace.

The coming of Christ Jesus, In order to save sinners.

Enter through the narrow gate; for the gate is wide and。 the road is easy that leads to destruction, and there are many who take it. For the gate is narrow and the road is hard that leads to life, and there are few who find it. "Matthew 7-13,14"

Love is patient; love is kind; love is not envious pr boastful or arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice in wrongdoing, but rejoices in the truth. It bears all.

神，求您救救我吧。