103
一直都在辜负生活,所以生活才不愿意善待我吧
I've been failing to live up to life, so life doesn't want to be nice to me.
104
吃得苦中苦,方为人上人,我并不想做什么人上人,可这世间疾苦,照样没能放过我
After suffering, I do not want to be a person, but this world suffering, still failed to let me go.
105
我喜欢四下无人的街,黯淡无光的夜,素昧平生的风,无处停留的目光,还有孤独时为了安慰自己说的谎
I like unattended streets, dark nights, never-known winds, nowhere to stay, and lies when I'm alone to comfort myself.
106
失望到极致是想说一长串证明自己的话,可是话到嘴边却又变成了苦笑,觉得再没有任何必要,说一个字都觉得多余
Disappointed to the extreme is to say a long list of things to prove themselves, but the words turned into a bitter smile, feel no longer necessary, say a word feel superfluous
107
懂事的人一旦不配合就会被说没良心,任性的人稍微乖巧一回就被夸个不停
If a sensible person does not cooperate, he will be said to have no conscience, and a wayward person will be praised for being a little clever.
108
我觉得自己就像个精神分裂者,像个怪人,像个神经病,我一边要压抑着自己悲观的情绪和想法,一边让自己看起来开朗活泼人见人爱
I feel like a psychopath, like a weirdo, like a psychopath, I want to suppress my pessimistic emotions and ideas, while making myself look cheerful and lively people love
109
其实,真正能击垮你的,往往不是那些突如其来的灭顶之灾,而是压在你心底,那些看似不值一提,日积月累的心事
In fact, what can really break you is often not those sudden disasters, but in your heart, those seemingly not worth mentioning, accumulated over the years
110
你自称你有一个自由的灵魂,是一个“野东西”,却害怕别人把你关在笼子里,其实你已经身在笼子里了,这是你亲手建起来的,那不受地域限制,它都会一直紧随着你,不管你往哪去,你总受困于自己
You claim that you have a free soul, is a "wild thing", but fear that others will put you in a cage, in fact, you are already in a cage, this is built by your own hands, that is not subject to geographical restrictions, it will always follow you, no matter where you go, you will always be trapped in yourself.