TO My Naib

Naib,

By the time you read this letter, I may have left. I'm sorry for not telling you, because I really fear you sad. I am a man born in darkness, but I have met you, and I am thankful that I have met a light in my life. But the world is still too broken, I can't seem to see the light of the future, I thought about running away with you, we escaped from all the chaos, but I forgot that you are not only my hero, you are the hero of the country and the world, so I can't be too selfish, I can only go first. But I don't want you to go with me, I just want you to think of me for a moment, and then forget about me. You are going to bring light to the whole world, as it once did to me, to all men. Take my eyes, to see the lavender in Provence, to see the tulips in Holland, to see the aurora in Iceland, and the sun in the snow-capped mountains, and tell me what these are like, or you can bring me pictures. I'm sorry I can only accompany you to come here, I really really appreciate everything you bring me, I will cherish this memory forever. Let's fall in love again in the next life, in a brilliant world, let's fall in love again.

Martha

当你看到这封信时，我或许已经离开。很抱歉一直没有告诉你，因为我真的很怕你难过。我是一个生来就处于黑暗中的人，但我遇到了你，我很庆幸我的生命中遇到了一束光。可是这个世界还是太破败了，我似乎看不到未来的光，我想过和你一起私奔，我们一起逃出所有的兵荒马乱，但我忘了你不只是我一个人的英雄，你更是国家的是世界的英雄，所以我不能太自私，我只能先走一步啦。但我不要你和我一起走，我只要你想我一下下，然后就忘记我。你要去把光带到整个世界的，就像曾经照亮我一样，去照亮所有人。带着我的眼睛，去看看普罗旺斯的薰衣草，去看看荷兰的郁金香，去看看冰岛的极光，和雪山的太阳，然后告诉我这些都是什么样，或者你给我带照片也是好的。很抱歉我只能陪你走到这里了，我真的真的很感谢你带给我的一切，我会将这段记忆永世珍藏。我们下辈子再相爱吧，在一个灿烂的世界里，我们再相爱一次吧。

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