ghostbur中心向

ghostbur为什么我现在希望雨水抚摸我，而不是去逃避它呢？

ghostbur就像过去我总是选择逃避一样

ghostbur当我真的是可以被触摸到和有感觉的那个时候

ghostbur我真的很怀念以前照顾他人生活的方式

ghostbur我现在非常后悔

ghostbur我都没意识到，我其实有多么的爱生活

ghostbur而当时

ghostbur我用一个瞬间摧毁了一个人的一生

ghostbur现在走的太远，不再是几天或几周的事了，而是一整个永恒

ghostbur甚至不需要开始，它就会持续直到宇宙的终结

ghostbur因为这些都不会发生

ghostbur只有我一个人试图在黑暗的深处可悲的接收一些外界的信息

ghostbur但现在一切都太迟了

ghostbur因为即使是这个空间本身也根本没有意义

ghostbur现在太晚了，在这虚无的空间里想的那些没有用的东西

ghostbur在我永远离开后的第二天早上，我意识到

ghostbur我想留在这个世上

ghostbur我有多想重新回来，活出我的一生

ghostbur但那天早上睁开眼睛后，我能看到的只有……

ghostbur万物皆有生命

ghostbur但我没有

ghostbur我再也没有了

*放弃生命并不是出路

英文版：

Why would I wish for the rain to touch me now

Instead of escaping it

Like I usually did

When I actually was a thing that could be touched

And felt

I truly missed the way I usd to take care of others lives

And I now regret it so much

That I wasn't aware of how much

I was in love with living

But instead

I allowed a moment destroy an entire life

Now there won't be days or weeks of regression

But a whole eternity of that

It will repeat without needing a start

To end

Because there won't be any of that

Just me

miserable and deep into a darkness trying to spread some sense

But now it's too late

Because even this space doesn't make sence itself

Now it's too late to even play these thoughts

In this empty space of nothing​

And the morning after I've been gone forever

I realized how much

I wanted to stay

How much I wanted to go back

To live it all

But that morning all I could see after I opened my eyes was that...

Everything had a life

But not me

Not me anymore

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