作词: Dream D/Justin James Kegel/Parker Makani Bata,
作曲: Dream D/Justin James Kegel/Damian Vinh Hien Hoffmanns/Parker Makani Bata。
(Secure the bag, know what I mean? Banrisk on the beat),
(...),
(Ayo, Perish, this is hot, boy),
(...),
I wear a mask with a smile for hours at a time,
我常常戴着微笑的面具,
Stare at the ceiling while I hold back what's on my mind,
紧盯着天花板,迫使自己隐去内心深处的思绪,
And when they ask me how I'm doing,
当他们问起 我最近怎么样,
I say, "I'm just fine",
我会说:“我很好”,
And when they ask me how I'm doing,
当他们问起 我过的怎么样,
I say, "I'm just fine",
我会说:“我很好”,
But the fact is,
但是 实际上,
I can never get off from my mattress,
我甚至无法从床上起来,
And all that they can ask is,
而他们也只会问,
"Why are you so sad, kid?" (Why are you so sad, kid?),
“孩子,你为什么看起来这么悲伤?”,
That's what the mask is,
这就是我的面具所在,
That's what the point of the mask is,
这就是面具存在的意义,
So you can see I'm tryin',
或许你能看到我在努力,
You won't see me cryin',
但你不曾见过我默默流泪,
I'll just keep on smilin', I'm good (Yeah, I'm good),
于是 我继续将微笑面具按在脸上,我没事,我很好,
And it just keeps on pilin',
然后事情开始不断堆积,
It's so terrifying,
让我快要窒息,
But I keep on smilin', I'm good (Yeah, I'm good),
但我仍继续戴着 微笑面具,对,我很好,
I've been carin' too much for so long,
我总是为太多太多的事情而惴惴不安,
Been comparin' myself for so long,
总是一遍遍的和自己较劲,和别人比较,
Been wearin' a smile for so long, it's real,
总是带着微笑面具,
So long, it's real, so long, it's real,
好久,真的 好久,
Always bein' judged by a bunch of strange faces,
总会被一张张陌生的面庞 评头论足,
Scared to go outside, haven't seen the light in ages,
不敢出门,已经太久没见过光,没见过灯火通明的景色,
But I've been places,
但我曾去过许多的地方,
So I'm okay-ish, so I'm okay-ish,
告诉自己:我没事,我很好,应该吧,
Yeah, I'm okay, bitch,
我很好!才怪,
But the fact is,
但实际上,
I need help, I'm failin' all my classes,
我挂了所有的学科,我需要帮助啊,
They think that I need glasses,
他们以为 我需要的只是一副眼镜,
I just really wish that I could pass this (Wish that I could pass this),
我好希望能通过考试 快点结束,
That's what the mask is,
这就是我的面具所在,
That's what the point of the mask is,
这就是面具存在的意义,
So you can see I'm trying,
或许你能看到我在努力,
You won't see me crying,
但你不曾见过我默默流泪,
I'll just keep on smilin', I'm good (Yeah, I'm good),
于是 我继续将微笑面具按在脸上,我没事,我很好,
And it just keeps on pilin',
当事情开始不断堆积,
It's so terrifying,
让我快要窒息,
But I keep on smilin', I'm good (Yeah, I'm good),
但我仍继续戴着 微笑面具,我没事,我很好,
I've been carin' too much for so long,
我总是为太多太多的事情而惴惴不安,
Been comparin' myself for so long,
总是一遍遍的和自己较劲,和别人比较,
Been wearin' a smile for so long, it's real,
总是带着微笑面具,
So long, it's real, so long, it's real,
好久,真的 好久,
So long, it's real,
真的,好久,
So long, it's real,
真的,好久。