可疼痛还一直都在,爱和难过已经交织在一起,让我看不清现实了。
But the pain has always been, love and sadness have been intertwined, let me see the reality.
可我活成了你讨厌的样子,所有的向往都是奢望,所有的声音都变得嘈杂。
But I live like you hate, all the yearning is extravagant, all the sounds have become noisy.
.我控制不住自己和你联系,我真的怕我撑不过去。