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倘若在我崩溃绝望时 你能有半句回应 无论我有多么狼狈不堪 我都会回来拥抱你

If you have a half-line response when I collapse and despair, no matter how embarrassed I am, I will come back and hug you

今天的云很好看 我想拍给你看 却想到我们很久不联系了 突然觉得其实云没那么好看了

Today's cloud is very beautiful. I want to take a picture of it for you, but I think we haven’t contacted for a long time. I suddenly feel that the cloud is not so good.

沉默就是答案 躲闪就是答案 不再主动就是答案 其实你早就该明白的

Silence is the answer, dodge is the answer, no longer active is the answer, in fact, you should have understood

可惜我相貌平平一事无成 惊艳不了谁的岁月 也孤孤单单晃晃荡荡了小半生

It’s a pity that I’m so mediocre, I can’t make anyone’s life amazing, I’ve been lonely and wandering for a while

后来的我们并没有隔山隔海 却再也没有遇见过

Later on, we were not separated by mountains and seas, but we never met again

没有理由不让你走 也没有理由让你回头

There is no reason not to let you go, no reason to turn back

是不是把所有的委屈咽下去 才显得懂事一点

Do you look a little sensible by swallowing all your grievances?

没人会太关心你 除非你长得漂亮 或濒临死亡

No one cares about you too much unless you are pretty or dying

船永远开不进沙漠 我永远无法走进你心里

The boat can never go into the desert, I can never walk into your heart

书本总会翻完，电影总要散场，花朵也会枯萎，时间终会带走一切，包括爱你的我

Books will always be turned over, movies will always end, flowers will wither, time will eventually take away everything, including me who loves you

我们好像不该这样 不止这样 但只能这样了

It seems that we shouldn’t be like this, more than this, but only this

我们的故事 连开头也没有 只不过我的坚持和心酸 你的不理睬让它有了一段楔子而已 然后连楔子也被撕了

Our story doesn’t even have the beginning, it’s just my persistence and sadness, your ignorance gave it a wedge, and even the wedge was torn

曦曦为什么他给了我希望又让我失望呢

曦曦我永远也不会忘记他跟我说的那些话

曦曦我是不是太蠢了，竟然给他做舔狗，哈哈哈真是可笑的

曦曦我真的好累好累

曦曦我都不清楚我现在该做什么

曦曦该想什么

曦曦我真的好累好累