This is a dream after all. It's time to wake up, isn't it?(一切终究是个梦。梦该醒了,不是吗?)
Like their names.(就像她们的名字)
Everything is the past, and it's all misty clouds.(一切都已是过往,都是云烟。)
I feel sorry for this.(我为此感到抱歉。)
But I can't abandon her.(但我不能弃她不顾)
You have someone else, but she has nothing but me.(你还有别人,但她除了我,没有‘别人’了)
I don't think I feel sorry for this. I've thanked you(我自认没有对不起过你)
I've given you everything I can.(你要的东西我都尽我所能给你了)
Bracelets, gifts, skin ...(手链,礼物,皮肤……)
I gave it all to you.(我都给你了)
When have I ever been sorry for you?(我何时对不起过你?)
You actually used the most vicious four words to lift my age.(你竟以最恶毒的四个字掀了我的逆鳞)
You and she are strangers.(你和她素未相识)...
I don't understand why you did it.(我不明白你为何这么做)
Is it because of what you said to others-'I play with you, why should I mention others'?(难道是因为你对别人吐槽我说的那句话——‘你和我玩,我嘴里为什么要提别人’吗?)
You weren't like this before(你以前不是这样的)
Of course, I have also changed.(当然,我也变了)
Remember that sentence I told you?(还记得我和你说过的话吗?)
If you have any questions, I don't mind if you scold me, but why do you scold an innocent person?(如果你有什么问题,我不介意你骂我,但是你为什么要骂一个无辜的人?)
Now, I'm over it(现在呢,我看开了)
You are also at fault, and so am I.(你和我都有错)
I woke up before you.(我醒悟的比你早)
And you haven't let it go yet(而你尚未看开)
I got over it the day I had a conflict.(刚闹矛盾那一天我就看开了)
I also want to advise you.(我也想劝你一句)
Don't be blinded by hatred.(别被仇恨蒙蔽了双眼)
Don't you see that you've given me a trip to make it useless to me?(难道你没发现你对我使得绊子对我什么用都没有吗?)
This is the first time I've stood against you.(这是我第一次和你站在对立面)
I'm not writing this for your apology or even forgiveness.(我写这个不是为了你的道歉甚至原谅。)
I'm just giving the reader an explanation.(我只是给读者一个解释。)
Give her an explanation.(给她一个交代。)
Put a perfect end to your relationship with me.(给你和我的感情画上一个完美的句号。)
It also gives my youth a breeze to let go.(也给我的青春一个清风吹拂而过般的释怀。)
I hope you too(我希望你也是)...
When you leave a sun, you will find that you still have stars all over the sky.(当你离开一个太阳的时候,你会发现,你仍然拥有满天的星星。)
Believe it or not, I was angry, but I never hated you.(信不信由你,我很生气,但我从未恨过你。)
I know it's too pale to say this now.(我知道现在说这些未免太过苍白)
But my apology has never been afraid of you, and I can't live without you.(但是我的道歉从来不是怕你,离不开你。)
I don't want to give you any trouble.(我不想找你的麻烦)
Just because she is too kind, and I have grown up.(只是因为她太善良了,而我已经长大了。)
If you want to mess with me again, fine.(如果你想再惹我也随便吧)
I don't care.(我不在乎了)
Anyway, I've never felt anyone really need me except her.(反正除了她,我从来没觉得有人真正需要我。)
It's all about using me(都是利用我罢了)
But it doesn't matter(但也没关系啦)
At least I was happy because of you, wasn't I?(至少我因为你而快乐过,不是吗?)
done(好了)
It's time to wake up(梦该醒了)
People wake up, dreams are shattered, and I should grow up again.(人醒了,梦碎了,我也该再次长大了。)
Goodbye to classmates(念同学再见)
Wish you well.(愿你一切安好)
——Shen's former classmate.your most familiar stranger(沈过往同学,你最熟悉的陌生人)
Thank you for your company for so many years.(致此献上,谢谢你这么多年的陪伴。)
(写段话给那个神明一般的人)在这个繁华的城市里,我遇见了一个陌生人,她的眼神让我心动不已,仿佛时光静止了。她的存在,如同一道绚丽的风景,点缀了我漫长的日子。
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